feeling a little frustrated..a bit more than little lost..quite much bored..staring at the com screen..scrolling mi mouse for one blog to another..think updating mi blog is more meaningful..dunno issit tat im having mood swing now..which is quite uncommon nowadays..or issit a post thingy or a pre thingy..dunno if u get wad i mean..nvm..or prehaps suddenly i look arnd mi n realise no one's arnd mi..maybe tat?think so..coz i was thinking back at those times..chatting..laughing..crapping..poking..all those times in zhonghua..compared to now..felt so different..tat time..although some of us felt rather upset with some stuff in life..but still can be very close..share weals n woes..shopping..outings..still..managed to cheer up somehow..at least on the outside if not inside..those days..now..where is the love..dun be mistaken..itz the love between frenz....whos arnd mi..izyana..very long nv talk to her le..wei ting..seems like we contacted each other wks ago..bee fang still got contact coz we going sp together..zoe..li yun..jasmine..pearly....like drifted apart..??think now they in jc..shld be quite happie ba..maybe except for wei ting..coz of aj teachers..but he shld be able to cheer her up de..now diff jcs..diff life..no doubt will drift apart de..nah..mi juz being silly as usual..thinking a lot a lot again..itz not like ive nv experienced it before..like i did in sec 1..lost..then became a bit zi bi..everytime recess go library read bk..can imagine..the so noisy..crazie..lame sharon used to be like tat..coz tat time..i was still holding on to mi p6 times..those tat ive treasured a lot a lot..cant let go..i know itz not the end of the frenship between us..i know..but..juz feeling apart..far from u all..tats y now..thinking back..then looking whos arnd mi..seemed like theres no one arnd at all..
